if you'd ask me, i would follow.

fuckfuckfuckfuck.

I seriously can't believe that for the past 5 years or so i have been a fool for you. I have wished for you and nothing.

You make my heart beat at a rediculous rate, & you make me so nervous i can't stand it.

why can't we give this a chance?

all i need is one night to make you see how much you love me.

I'm just not satisfied without you on my arm.

i get this sick feeling whenever i talk to you,

& as soon as i feel as though we have a chance, you step on it until i feel like shit.

You play me all these stupid fucking love songs, & expect me not to fall for every word you sing, even though it's so off key, you're the only one.

You dedicate these beautiful songs to me, and my heart gets so excited for nothin.

"I can't fool myself, it's you and no one else"- David Archuleta 'you can'

im such a fucking fool for you.

time

time and distance somehow correlate together for me. Usually the bond becomes stronger, but I have no idea how this story will play out. I will openly admit that i am a fool, i am a fool for him. I live for every message he sends me and everytime i see his name. I cant help the tingling in my fingers as im trying to him, or the sudden urge to cover my face so no one else can see my desperate smiles. Love has never been so complicated, but i have never wanted someone so bad. I go on and on typing about the same person, all new words and new feelings. everything about him makes me love him mroe and more. he is a breathe of fresh airrrr. hes perfect, you know. every love song that i hear just reminds me of i wish i could be closer to him. now hes leaving, hes gonna be even further away, i hope someone comes and sweeps me off my feet soon.

funny how

One person, one face can make my heart spin into a crazy spiral. And when i drive by your street, i can't help but look down, maybe to just see you. I can't help but think about you now, as i hear this stupid comedians voice, i just hear your laugh as we sit in that theatre. Watching you watch him, you watching me, i remember you holding my hand, and sneaking me kisses after each giggle. I remember your brother getting in trouble for trying to tape the show, and your mom being mad that they tried taking his memory card. I remember you sitting me in the middle because you didn't want me to sit next to someone you didn't know, and you giving me that stupid camoflauge jacket when i started to shiver. I can remember what i was wearing, a pink thermal, my hair in a pony tail, and you; you, you, you in those cargo pants and a witty tee. That hair always whisping in front of your beautiful green eyes. Those eyes that i truely believed had sparkles in them. And that smile, that beautiful crooked bottom toothed smile. I have dreams about that smile, you walking up to me,telling me your sorry, then you flash that smile that makes me wake up in a sweat because I wanted it to be real, and i didn't want to wake up. You know, i really am over you, but i know if you were around, i wouldn't be. Maybe its that saying that true love never dies, and if that's the case then ill never be able to watch this stupid show again, and ill never be able to listen to aother Nickleback song without hearing your voice singing in my ear, and seeing you almost feeling you holding me dancing. There's so many things that when that happens, i just close my eyes and try to forget. I try to forget every word and every sound and every touch that i ever consumed of you. Every kiss and every text and every tear will stay in that part of my mind that i have learned to block off. It will stay there, sit there and wait until a moment comes where it wants to remind me of who you were, who i was, and what i miss.

vous, vous, vous.

vous etes de retour grace pour les papillons dans mon estomac et le coeur brise et et je pense qu'il serait different cette fois, mais vous avez une sorte de pouvoir sur moi que je ne peux pas controler. Je t'aime tout le monde cet vous etes et tout le monde cet vous parlez.

c'est difficile

c'est difficle quand vouz ne parlez pas de moi. Vous avez été mon meilleur ami. Nous avons ri et etreint. Nous etions tellement bon pour l'autre. Vous m'a laisse tranquille. Je vais trouver un garçon qui va être comme vous. Qui va rire avec moi, et il va chanter avec moi dans la voiture, et il va me prende pour voir le lever du soleil.
Tu me manques. Je manque ton bruyant rire et les yeux bleus, S'il vous plaît vous me parler.


Je'taime.

euhh..

j'ai besoin d'essayer d'arriver la ou vous etes pourrait-il que vous n'etes pas loin? Je ne peux pas attendre de tomber en amour.

amour

Tes yeuxs es la coleur de les mers. Tout cet Je peut pense de est cet vous et moi somme tres bien ensemble. J'aime quand vous regardez moi avec tes yeux jolie. Je besoin etre avec vous. Est-ce que cet difficile? Est-ce que tu aime moi aussi? Tu est ma monde. Je t'aime avec tous mon coeur.